Let it be known that I am a coward/Edit

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Thank you guys for the well wishes. :smooch:

I hope you all have a good day today.

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I have bad habits. I make promises that I would change, only to be distracted by other things of interest and completely/nearly give up on my promises.

So you guys may be wondering what was going on with me: why I haven't been posting new art, or updated journals, or anything. Well, during the last few months what I've should have done was to concentrate on my one course during the semester.

And, well, long story short, I owe an apology to a lot of you guys. I am a selfish person who spends a lot of time on the computer (tumblr, Flightrising, actually finding ways to fool around in cyberspace) who has no focus in doing the tasks I SHOULD have been doing, and not interacting with friends and loved ones. Recently I've talked with an advisor and my parents, and one of the systems I'm doing is keeping a task list (a daily list of what time I am going to be doing what and what needed to get done).

Not to mention I need to clean up my act as an artist. One of the things I did was went to my first Comic Con in March. When I was there I saw so many artists who did original work, and wonderful fanart (shoutout to Quirkilicious, whom I got the RWBY poster set. Awesome artist; check out his work!). And it was the work that I should think of filling my gallery. Not just original works, but also fanart of the TV shows I adore, of ideas I can do. Of characters I can develop.

Anyway, I sidetracked: I passed the course, and I have a spring course that starts tomorrow. In order to pass with great marks I'm not gonna spend a lot of time doing digital art and do some livestreams (as a side note, if anyone has some advice on the difference between Livestream, join.me, and Sococo, *both advantages and disadvantages* if you could let me know that'd be cool of you.)

After the course ends in the end of June, I think I'll do some artstreams and work on my art. Including fanart. Only for July and August. Come September I'll be concentrating on my courses, especially since I'm wrapping up second year (repeated it) and starting on third year soon.

So yeah, I am a coward. But still climbing and fighting to keep myself on track in being a good person and artist. Some of the things I've learned about myself is that I am emotional, I am possibly under the range of autism spectrum (I need to see a professional about that), I am constantly fighting a battle to organize myself and clean up my act.

As I wrap this up, I wanna thank you guys. Because each and every one of you are awesome, and I hope you all have a good day today.
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I don't think you're a coward either, but if you're working on improving yourself FOR yourself, then more power to you! Just remember that there are a lot of toxic people and haters out there, some of which I used to call friends, who would try to bring you down. Don't try and change yourself for them, always do it so you're a happier you. :hug: